Thursday, August 09, 2007
I had a great time with dearest Ah Ang yesterday. As usual, her voice caught a lot of people's attention. But hanging out with her was fun. Hearing her telling me about her non-stop stories of her life in TP, super happening la. If only, I din't quit. And we bump into my greatest enemy of all time when I was in TP. The Donald Duck. Just some stuipd guy who gave me stupid nick. Stupid guy. I hate him. And Zhen Long too. Life seems great for them. And they're graduating soon. Well, I still got 1yr plus or more to go.
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To dearest Cher and Vivi.
It's how sad that things can only be well expressed when written. How I really wish things not to turn sour between us. Have you girls ever wonder, life might be much better with friends surrounding when actually the "dont be bothered attitude". Concern for me, yes I KNOW.
I know all the care and concern and the love from you girls. But dont create awarkard between us when you all actually tried to give comments or make decisions for me.
Opinions given, advices given, comments given. Decision still lies in my hand. I CHOOSE.
Advises given, cos of really care and concern. But see, I dont give much of a comments on your relationships too. It's not that I dont care or whatever. But what's the use when you all actually make decision on your own and old enough to think for self. Take a look at your stand. And take a look at my stand. People handle things in different way. And my way of handling is so much diff. So what if treatment is bad? I know what I'm doing. And if one day I regret it, I can only blame myself and no one else. I can only cry in the dark then.
Remember the tags on my board. If only you girls are less mischevious perhaps I wont deserved that. Too think that I actually fucking cry for you girls on that night too. Dont know anything right? Cos I'm happy-go-lucky. And true enough, I forgot everything.
Dont ever laugh at me or comment on me like what you girls did to others. Good friends dont laugh or give stupid comment about me behind my back. Not doing it through the phone way too. Wanna know anything, ask me straight. And not "I suspect she still contact him bla bla bla" I believe and treat both of you as true friends. So perhaps, dont create awarkard between us. I know what's going on but I choose to close an eye. Talking behind my back makes me feels sucky when actually we all know each other so so long and shared everything!!
I really love you girls. And I accept the opinions. Let me choose. My life, my decision.
It's just a day out. Why the big fuss? ((=
Happy National Day!!
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