Saturday, March 31, 2007
A year of relationship just ended the way he wanted it to be. Nothing much to be said anymore. Just a simple excuse and he really got my heart broken. Countless of times, countless of times I told myself I have to keep this relationship going but things are always going against my will. My effort, my love and my sincere cannot be seen by him. Things changed. Time showed the true colours. I shall be determined and accept the reality. I thought you will be there for me, but it turned out to be otherwise.
Heart is broken. Nothing can make me feel better. Hopefully, time will cure everything. I hope I can be a useful girl by not giving any call back to him. I still love him, ya i do. But I will tell myself, "It's time, girl! To let go." No more tears shed for him. Heart is dead.
Lucky me. I'm blessed with a bunch of fab friends. True friends. At least, I'm not alone. Plenty of friends were with me last night. It's been such a long time since I enjoyed myself so much. Met up with primary school friends, the 2 bitches and NAFA mates. It's truly amazing on how people who dont know each other yet ended up being good friends. We should meet up soon right?
My heart is still aching. I'm now, nothing to him. All the best to both of us. Life still got to carry on.
Cheers,
Nicole
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
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Monday, March 26, 2007
I just got FIRED! Meaning. Sack from work. Jeric, the big boss, think I'm not suitable for the job. Well, that's not the point okay. It's just that at once, being faced with 20 over plus strangers are not something easy for me yeah. Anyway, anyway, the fact is I GOT SACK! Dont' wanna talk about it anymore, only made me feel moody.
I gonna take some rest at home and then off to look for new job. This coming wed is our a year anniversary. Follow by Baby's Prom night and then his friend's wedding dinner. Well, I'm not invited so that means, I gonna find my own programs. Hey Friends, remember to ask me out okay! I'm so brady free at home. It's getting toooo bored!
Ohya, I wanna get a new hair-cut. Salon to recommend?
*here's a pic of me to remind you guys that this blog belongs to Nicole Yap Pei Yee* ((=
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
Just started my first day of work today over @ REDS Saloon. It's fucking tired though my job scope is super easy. All I have to do is just answer phone calls, serve customers, serve refreshments and arrange customers to hair-stylist. As easy as ABC and I get $1200 per month (not inclusive of commision, OT and public holiday rates). But still, I only rest for A DAY and I started work. Shit man!!
Enough of grumble. There's work again tml. And. Seriously, I can't communicate well with them. Perhaps, cause it's just my first day of work. For the sake of $$, I will work hard. ((=
Miss me more friends and also BF!
Till then.
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Exams FINALLY OVER!! All the rushing of projects, studies and stress all gone! LOL.
4 months holidays! HAVE FUN AND ENJOY PEOPLE!!
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
A part of me is dying
There's nth for me to do now but give in
If you give me one chance to tell u how I was feeling
I will sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
And I will hold your hand and look into your eyes
And you will know I will never let you go.
Life's getting harder. And I choose to live the hard way.
Hoping that things will become better.
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I foget the joys and fun I had.
I forget the slacking times I used to enjoy.
I forget the life free of worries.
I forget the life of being loaded.
I forget the life of being a single.
I forget my past.
It's been a yr that I'm attached. Things changed so much. People come and go. Friends don't stay (only true friends will be by your side up till now!) Sometimes, I wonder. What's life, with or without a boyfriend. Things are different for you and me. We ain't the same.
I saw the growing of my friends. Being so "aiya" in love to really devotion. And then, friends who go where the fun goes. And others, busy with their own stuff.
Having a boyfriend (with total different family background) will always bring something else to self. It's not only love! But also toleration, giving in, acceptation, quarrels and then love. You don't always get what you desires, or hope to see. Things always happen against what self wants. Once reached a level, where both parties give in (not only one) and put in effort to the relationship. This is then "true love". I once desires to have a boyfriend so much. And now, it's been almost a yr since we're together. I dont want to see this relationship to just come to an end. I want to see and hope to see efforts being put in (not just me). You are more than a boyfriend to me. But also a companion, a soulmate, and everything. Life being a single is long forgotten.
*just an emo post*
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Monday, March 05, 2007
Exams are round the corner. 5 papers to go. And. I've not yet started revising. Bad sign.
Catched "Dream girls" yst. 4/5. Find it real bored in the beginning part. But gets really interesting at the ending. Throughout the show, it just full of "singing". Beyonce is fcuking PRETTY! Jennifer Hudson, way to go. Hahas.
Baby is working now. Miss him so much. Well, will be meeting him for dinner later on. ((=
Gonna go and do some revision alr. Have fun ppl. Have a great week ahead!
Cheers,
Nicole
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