Saturday, December 30, 2006
Something's wrong with my blog date. Today is the last day of the long, weary and tedious 2006. A few more hours later, will be a brand new year 2007. Looking back at 2006, there's many memories to be shared. Bad year!
2006 is the year where I :
1) Experince the life of being lock-up
2) The "Ah-Lian" era
3) Clubbing life
4) On-off jobs (Job-hopper)
5) Started a new school life at NAFA
6) Family problems (private)
7) Hardcore Smoker
8) Outcast bastards (ppl who only friend with u for ciggs)
9) Experince the life of being a backstage event helper
10) Met my current BF!! ((=
In fact, alot more things took place but I just can't remembered all. But something real bad happened in 2006, is I became bigger in size! AHHH!! Just can't help it la. Current BF loves eating so much. Shit man! Anyway, I still remembered last year I spent my new yr countdown in Sentosa. V n C jio me go telling me how fun it was. But it was shit la. Not fun at all. All the foam and the fugly guy just turns me off. On the other hand, something to be happy about, is that I met Ezra Ngan Yi Bing. Haha. My prolong BF. Been through so much with him and I swear, 2007 will definately be a better year for us. Oh ya, I also changed my image by colouring my hair PERMENLATELY to BLACK! A good change.
My new year resolutions will be:
1) Give me swee swee strike 4D $4000
2) Good lover cum girlfriend
3) Become thinner! ((=
4) $$ fall from the sky (I'm waiting for this since Sec1)
5) Quit smoking
6) Better job (tired of being a job-hopper)
7) Perm hair
8) Overseas trip with buds + BF
Basically JUST GOOD LUCK! To not only me, but also everyone around me. Said goodbye to 2006. And.
Cheers to 2007.
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
First day of work (selling hotdogs) yst. I tell u ppl, I worked 5 hrs. And guess my pay for the day. $20!! Super fucking pathetic right? LOL. But the job was quite easy la. I won't use the word "very easy" cause of the cleaning that have to be done at the end of the day. Job was just like pouring water or fried food. Boss will take care of the hotdogs. What I detest most is the cleaning part. WA LIAO! Damn shag can! U got to experience it then u can understand. No choice. Got work beats better than staying at home or idoiling around nothing to do. This shall be my temporary job till I find a better one.
Money is always not enough!
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Rain rain rain. Everyday raining. So sick of the bad weather. No where to go but stay at home and rot. I got to work tml. Very pathetic job. $4/hr. Selling hotdogs at simei (Come'on, laugh!). Well, but can't complain much. The working hrs ain't long (4 to 10pm) and it's so near. Furthermore, it's just a 5min walk to my boy's hse. Though it just a pathetic 4 bucks/ hr, but still I'll give it a try for the job. Till I found a better want. Shopaholic needs a job and plenty of money. Money is always not enough. ((=
Viviene's birthday treat:
1) Chinese & Shanghai Cuisine
2) Indonesian Cuisine
3) International Cuisine
4) Japanese Cuisine
5) Indonesian & Thai Cuisine
6) Korean Cuisine
7) Western Cuisine
8) Jiang Nan Cuisine
9) Café
10) Sushi-tei
11) Italian
12) Japanese steak style
U gave us too many choice. I really got no idea what to choose. But Italian caught my eye. LOL. A hole in your pocket. Damn after ur b'day will be my turn to treat. Shit. Time for me to save up for the major event of my life plus your b'day pressie.
See ya on new year eve. Ciao.
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Monday, December 25, 2006
Yong (father) with 3 daughters and 3 son-in-laws plus 1 unmarried son.
Roger excerising.
X'mas gift from Cherilyn.
Candid shot.
My gifts for them.
Gift exchange session.
Photos grabbed from Cherilyn's site. Merry Christmas.
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X'mas eve was BORING! Met up with Cherilyn and B, was supposed to head down to Marriort Hotel but sudden change of plan. Viviene stayed at Jurong and the 4 of us was like " Where to go, where to go?" Ended up, had some drinks at a pub in Boat Quay and then went to Clark Quay. Had cup noodles by the river. Super pathetic right? Well, X'mas eve was just a warmup to New Yr Eve. ((=
X'mas was alright, not as bored compared to the eve. Steamboat plus Gift exchange over at Cherilyn's hse. Cher got me a very nice top and Viviene got me a bra. Exact size okay! Guess what I got for gift exchange. CCC's gift AGAIN! Last yr got his elegrant earrings and this yr, his unisex photo frame. Anyway, was supposed to eat lesser. But temptations la. Caused me to eat so much again. I nv forget my new yr's target okay.
countdown, 4days to New Year Eve.
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
I got these pics from Cherilyn's blog. See See. The times when both of us were still working in buttcheeks. Selling bikinis at Heeren. And all day, we're just inviting friends over to party, jokes and have fun. I'm like so thin in the past la. Tsk tsk. Compare to present me, I'm like put on so many weight! FUCK!
That's the last thing a girl ever want okay! Is to become fat! I don't want that. Cause. . . Getting big in size, will make me lost my confidence, eyes become so small due to the chubby face, the arms, stomach! FUCK! Furthermore, I'm going to Sentosa on tue for suntan. How am I supposed to show off my body in current state?
I've decided! To go on diet. Serious diet! Very little food for me tml n monday. Yup! I'm detemine to do that. Wish me all the best!
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Series of Celebrations coming up.
24th Dec ---> SteamBoat at Cherilyn's hse. Countdown to X'mas
25th Dec ---> Merry Christmas!
31th Dec ---> Countdown to 2007!
11th Jan ---> Viviene's 19th Birthday
30th Jan ---> My 19th Birthday!!!
14th Feb ---> Valentine's Day
15th Feb ---> Roger Gold's Birthday
18th Feb ---> CNY. Time to get drunk.
I'm so excited u know! Gifts exchange and nice food. Hmm. In this festive session, it's TIME TO PARTY!!!
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Monday, December 18, 2006
Lovely dress my mum bought for me during her trip to Johor. But. . Kinda "everyone-is-wearing" style. LOL!
I bought this vintage dress for $50! No idea why I bought it too. LOL. Dear boy said I look fat in it and I don't suit dresses. LOL. Maybe, maybe. Gonna wear this for steamboat at Cherilyn's hse.
Cherilyn told me, a mini fair is going on at Cine just besides Rocky Master. And they sells great tops for 10bucks and pretty dresses for just 20 bucks. Cheap right! But damnit la! I'm super broke now. Time for me to take allowance and head down there to take a look.
Ciao. ((=
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
It's getting late. I can't sleep. Anyway, yst I went to Vivo again. It's my second time been there. Getting kinda sick of it. After walking around, u'll get back to the same place again. That's what happen to me and my dear boy. Well, no nice tops caught my attention. Mango having sales but, nothing much leh. Just managed to get a blue necklace and a red bangle for $10. Cheap bargain! LOL.
But seriously, Vivo is like so big and it's really hard to find the cinema okay. I don't know why, it seems like yst my boy and me was searching high and low for the damn Vivocity Golden Village! And when we finally found it, the quene was like so long but still, we quene up. Wanted to watch "Deja Vu". Damn damn damn! When it was our turn, only front seats are left. We're fine with that. But what I'm pissed off is, we cannot pay by nets!!! So, it's like waste of my time for quene up to get the damn tickets! Fcuk! Ended up. we had to travel down to Tampines Mall to watch the show. But it was not bad la. Rated 5 stars.
Oh ya. I'm falling in love with "Forever 21" in Vivo. But till I strike 4D, $2000. I don't think I can afford to buy the tops from there. LOL.
Good night ppl. ((=
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
Shit shit shit! Online spree again!! Super chic! Super nice. Anybody wanna get me this top? Damn! I'm getting it! $36.50
* Eyes rolling *
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Monday, December 11, 2006
Every Monday is a boring day! No work, no school. BIG SIGN! Well. every monday is susposed to be my work day but, but. . . Boss said, she'll put me on standby mode. As in when sort of ppl then ask me go work. How the fuck I earn money then? Sucks. Time to look for a new job. Money not enough! X'mas coming, New Year coming too. See. So many occassions to celebrate and that's explains why money is a critical thing now.
Gonna have steamboat and gifts exchange plus Yong baking turkey on X'mas day over at Cherilyn's hse. Can't wait. Anyway, friends complaining that my blog's too messy. Can't read. All thanks to the blogskin la! Gonna change again. I reckon it okay. So troublesome.
Ciao.
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
We got back together. Happily attached! Misunderstandings cleared. Super happy. ((=
Had a newly cut frindge. So undescriable. So nerdy. LOL.
A new haircut for a new beginning.
Love,
Nicole ((=
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Monday, December 04, 2006
It's been real ages since I last blogged! No idea how long too, probably 2 weeks or so? Well, many many unhappy stuff took place to me during this period of time. It drains away all my energy to blog and go online.
Somehow, something caused me to make a harsh decision and decided to end the 8months long journey. At that point of time, nothing matters at all, just purely break off and carry on with life. That somebody did something bad and probably said or hint something about my bad past to my parents. I just wanna go on wih life, perhaps, meet someone better in future. My rages got over me. Anger and just purely anger. Nothing else. Out of a sudden, all the love had vanish into the air.
But it's really not that easy to forget someone whom I really gave and put in alot of love plus effort to. Don't deceive oneself, it's really that hard! He may not be the perfect guy, every girls' dreamguy, but definately the guy that I truly loved! Ya. People may said, " Come'on la. You're only 18. Scare cannot find other guys meh? Dont' be so despo la. You can go without a BF what right? There's no true love in the world. Still young. Surely can meet your perfect guy one day. " May sound right. But think, how guys out there are actually after the body, sex, money, flings? How many? It's just super hard to really get someone that truly cares and loves you! It's just when and where. Ya 18. Young, I know. But soon, age will look for us.
I'm sad girls, but to admit. I've been telling the bad side of Ezra and just the good side of me. You girls got no idea how bad I'm. Someone u all can't imagine. A real heartless bad GF. And this side of me, is someone you all don't get or even see before. I insulted, criticise, demoralise, look down, throw temper, even throw the ring we had right at his face. And I did all of this EVERYDAY to him. I don't know how to love someone and this might be my way of showing love. I know also, I'm still young to talk about love. But somehow, after so many stuff I and HIM been through, at least I can say, I understand how's it like to be loved and love someone.
Think. Not everyone can be like JL meeting the right guy. To me, myself, he's the right guy for me. Probably at this point of time. He's been there for me during my loweset point of time(My dad), fetching me from work and then go home without grumbles, wholeheartedly worrying about my safely when I'm out at night, pubbing. Ya. I was out drinking and he din know that. Imagine, if I was him , I'll definately slap the hell out of him even though there's really nth going on. Hard to believe, in those kind of environment. And I understand all this.
I should'nt go pub that night. I shouldn't. He likes so worry keep calling my friends and family. Sign. So regreted. So then, all this would not happen! He's someone so different from the other guys I used to meet in the past. Ya. I may just trying to find excuses or speaking for him. But there's no point for this. Cause, all this from the bottom of my heart.
Happiness and joy can only be displayed on the face. No one has any idea the pain I'm going through. I always keep everything to myself and never show it out. To say the truth, who really knows when am I happy, sad or angry? No right? Cause I don't want to bring all this emotions to the people around me. To see me happy, probably, just let me have my own decision. Giving advices are good, but decision still lies in that person's hand. To live or to die, all of you don't really have much say. You all are in a relationship and you all sure understand right? This friendship is something I treasure alot and I don't want reduce to such a state that I have to make a decision.
I decide what I wants. And even if I regret it one day, at least, I met someone I won't forget in my whole life.
I miss him.
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