Working at Isetan Scotts is so much better than working at the boutique. The whole area is filled with girls of my age and we can really click. They're nice people. Sales there are good too. So work is fine and fun for the whole of last weekend. Enemy for life is just working a level down me. Haha.
Robin's 18th birthday is approaching. And I'm broke. So broke that I can't even afford a present for him, the drinks and the dinner. I need money. And my hp bill is like oh my god! I got to really save up man. Bread with peanut better perhaps will be really great for the next few days.
My god. I don't know what's wrong with my mind and my heart. The mind said carry on with life. But the heart says otherwise. Sometimes, I really hope I can turn back the time. If only I can. Seriously.
What can I do to stop making myself feel this way. What can I do to make you care. What can I do to forget everything. What can I do to make you reallylove me. What can I say and do now, When I'm already sunk so down into it.
