I reached home at 6 in the morning. Like again, night life. But it was dramatic last night. It's my first time seeing how depress Gly is. Shocked to see her like this. Getting herself real drunk, then crying her hearts out and vomit all over. Her guy was just few doors away from us, and she missed him so much. Yet, there's no courage from her to drop by. So I did her this little favour and ended up in a mess. Well, seeing her like this just reminds me of those days when I'm depressed too.
Relationships can really bring one real down. Down to the end of the pit and letting no way to see the light again. At least, it's not so easy. Gly really put in alot into hers and yet, nothing always some out of that effort. I cried too last night, it just reminds of me. I was behaving the same way as her just weeks before. Yet I can scold her and advised on her but not myself. Kinda big time loser! Gly's guy told me, "Girls maybe the one who will get hurts the most, but they really got no idea how much the guy already went through that's why they behave in such a way."
But at least, I know the guy is true to her. For he's there to look after her when she's in such a state. And as for me, I'm speechless. It's just nightlife throughout. Partying so hard and trying to get things out of my mind. It's just so different on the outside and on the inside. Gly's home now and I guess they're back tgt. Though there's too much hurts, but I can tell he's a nice guy. All the best yeah ((=
And. I got no idea why, my life is getting more dramatic. WTH la! HAHAHA. Why in the hell do I always ended up meeting the same type of guys? Well, that's life. Gotta accept it. And, I'm loving my single life so much. For, I'm scare of guys alr. Serious. I don't wanna my life to get screwed up again.
