A year of relationship just ended the way he wanted it to be. Nothing much to be said anymore. Just a simple excuse and he really got my heart broken. Countless of times, countless of times I told myself I have to keep this relationship going but things are always going against my will. My effort, my love and my sincere cannot be seen by him. Things changed. Time showed the true colours. I shall be determined and accept the reality. I thought you will be there for me, but it turned out to be otherwise.
Heart is broken. Nothing can make me feel better. Hopefully, time will cure everything. I hope I can be a useful girl by not giving any call back to him. I still love him, ya i do. But I will tell myself, "It's time, girl! To let go." No more tears shed for him. Heart is dead.
Lucky me. I'm blessed with a bunch of fab friends. True friends. At least, I'm not alone. Plenty of friends were with me last night. It's been such a long time since I enjoyed myself so much. Met up with primary school friends, the 2 bitches and NAFA mates. It's truly amazing on how people who dont know each other yet ended up being good friends. We should meet up soon right?
My heart is still aching. I'm now, nothing to him. All the best to both of us. Life still got to carry on.
