Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I foget the joys and fun I had.
I forget the slacking times I used to enjoy.
I forget the life free of worries.
I forget the life of being loaded.
I forget the life of being a single.
I forget my past.
It's been a yr that I'm attached. Things changed so much. People come and go. Friends don't stay (only true friends will be by your side up till now!) Sometimes, I wonder. What's life, with or without a boyfriend. Things are different for you and me. We ain't the same.
I saw the growing of my friends. Being so "aiya" in love to really devotion. And then, friends who go where the fun goes. And others, busy with their own stuff.
Having a boyfriend (with total different family background) will always bring something else to self. It's not only love! But also toleration, giving in, acceptation, quarrels and then love. You don't always get what you desires, or hope to see. Things always happen against what self wants. Once reached a level, where both parties give in (not only one) and put in effort to the relationship. This is then "true love". I once desires to have a boyfriend so much. And now, it's been almost a yr since we're together. I dont want to see this relationship to just come to an end. I want to see and hope to see efforts being put in (not just me). You are more than a boyfriend to me. But also a companion, a soulmate, and everything. Life being a single is long forgotten.
*just an emo post*
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and she says...# ;
