Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Sign. A TOTALLY BIG SIGN. Ezra Ngan Yi Bing is finding trouble with me. He said it to me through his own mouth, asking me to spend more time with my friends and that he totally trust me. But it seems that those words are not purely from his heart. He just said it for the sake of saying it!
Because I took 1.5hr to replied him, he throws his temper at me. "Wa. U took so long to reply. Bye." I'm so disappointed with him! My hp is in silent mode and I was having my lunch. So what if I took so long to reply, then he don't even borther to call me!!!! What's the point?
We're going to be half a yr soon. Half a yr! It's not that short nor that long. But why does it seems to me that, this relationship is not always that perfect as what I wished it to be? Fault may lies with me, but why can't he be more understanding? WHY WHY WHY? He's always claim that I spent more time with my friends and totally ignore him. If I'm really that type of girl, then I would'nt give a single fuck about him. In my whole life, there's just not only HIM. THERE'S MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY. Why can't he be understanding? WHY? WHY?
NEVERMIND! Forget about it. I don't wanna pick a fight. I just don't feel like answering his phone nor message him. I juts wanna be alone. To calm down and everything. To think through. . . . . .
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